Assalamu'alaikum w.b.t.
Lama betul rasanya tidak mencoretkan sesuatu di sini, isk~lost for words mayb, or diserang kemalasan yang amat *-*. Anyhow, cuti yang lama betul-betul menguji diri, pelbagai peristiwa terjadi baik melibatkan diri sendiri mahupun kawan-kawan sekeliling, dan itulah perancangan Allah yang telah ditakdirkan buat hamba-hambaNya.
22 Feb 2010, masa berlalu sangat pantas bukan? pejam celik,pejam celik dah nak masuk bulan 3, yang bermaksud the 'real' exam is coming! i'm a bit late but not TOO LATE, just trying to overcome all the distractions coming from anywhere..huu~. Kecewa? tidak sama sekali, there are nothing to regret, coz i have my lovely persons around me, jauh n dekat..wherever they are, i know they will always pray the best for me as Allah will give 'the best'. Sometimes, when i feel its burden me a lot, i think like i want to turn off my conscious, so that everything will disappear. Is that what we called 'escape phenomena'? haha..i don't know, just discover about it from reading and observation, but don't be misunderstanding , the 'escape phenomena' itu yang ada dlm buku physio thn 2, i'm just stealing the name for me ;)
Thank You Allah for sending me, many 'somebody2' yang willingly to have a personal discussion with us, along the way to recover, i got banyak sgt kata-kata motivasi, all almost say the same things but differences effect to my heart and my mind. Banyak antara yang saya dapat dikongsi dalam khazanah ini, tapi ada juga yang masih tersimpan kemas dalam lubuk memori diri. What comes from heart will go to heart, pernah dengar kan? and its true. Just try to be sincere with what we wrote, we said and we shared , so its will benefit others less than nothing.
Then, today i'll start my first class after a long holiday, May Allah show me the best way and Help me through my journey, its not all about to be a doctor but more than that. Everything we want achieve in life , there are nothing without Allah's Blessing and His Guidance. So, to reach the happiness is meaningless without the bitterness. Just stay the way we are, do your part and leave the rest to Allah, The Most Merciful.
Never give up!
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p/s : erk, sungguh aku x pandai tulis english tapi mengade, kl salah tu maapla ye.. *-*
p/s: So satisfied after meeting with sweet couple, Dr Hatta n Dr. Aini, banyak sungguh nasihat dari mereka berdua, so relief~
p/s : she is my sweet-motivated teacher, even just twice sempat bt kelas, Kak Aniah, u'll be remembered. =)
Lama betul rasanya tidak mencoretkan sesuatu di sini, isk~lost for words mayb, or diserang kemalasan yang amat *-*. Anyhow, cuti yang lama betul-betul menguji diri, pelbagai peristiwa terjadi baik melibatkan diri sendiri mahupun kawan-kawan sekeliling, dan itulah perancangan Allah yang telah ditakdirkan buat hamba-hambaNya.
22 Feb 2010, masa berlalu sangat pantas bukan? pejam celik,pejam celik dah nak masuk bulan 3, yang bermaksud the 'real' exam is coming! i'm a bit late but not TOO LATE, just trying to overcome all the distractions coming from anywhere..huu~. Kecewa? tidak sama sekali, there are nothing to regret, coz i have my lovely persons around me, jauh n dekat..wherever they are, i know they will always pray the best for me as Allah will give 'the best'. Sometimes, when i feel its burden me a lot, i think like i want to turn off my conscious, so that everything will disappear. Is that what we called 'escape phenomena'? haha..i don't know, just discover about it from reading and observation, but don't be misunderstanding , the 'escape phenomena' itu yang ada dlm buku physio thn 2, i'm just stealing the name for me ;)
Thank You Allah for sending me, many 'somebody2' yang willingly to have a personal discussion with us, along the way to recover, i got banyak sgt kata-kata motivasi, all almost say the same things but differences effect to my heart and my mind. Banyak antara yang saya dapat dikongsi dalam khazanah ini, tapi ada juga yang masih tersimpan kemas dalam lubuk memori diri. What comes from heart will go to heart, pernah dengar kan? and its true. Just try to be sincere with what we wrote, we said and we shared , so its will benefit others less than nothing.
Then, today i'll start my first class after a long holiday, May Allah show me the best way and Help me through my journey, its not all about to be a doctor but more than that. Everything we want achieve in life , there are nothing without Allah's Blessing and His Guidance. So, to reach the happiness is meaningless without the bitterness. Just stay the way we are, do your part and leave the rest to Allah, The Most Merciful.
Never give up!
**********************
p/s : erk, sungguh aku x pandai tulis english tapi mengade, kl salah tu maapla ye.. *-*
p/s: So satisfied after meeting with sweet couple, Dr Hatta n Dr. Aini, banyak sungguh nasihat dari mereka berdua, so relief~
p/s : she is my sweet-motivated teacher, even just twice sempat bt kelas, Kak Aniah, u'll be remembered. =)
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